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Ignite your rebel heart

A podcast about waking up. Deconstructing religion. Getting sober. Figuring out who you are underneath what you were taught.

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The podcast

First episodes coming soon.

We're recording now. Episode one lands here and on YouTube. If you've saved a seat, it's in your inbox the same day.

Until then, we're already talking on these.

Who's talking

Two cousins. No gurus.

We are not here to tell you what to think. We are working it out loud and you are welcome to listen.

Co-host · artist

Nikki

I'm Nikki. Mom, artist, writer, former business owner. I walked away from the Mormon church and rebuilt my whole life from scratch. The first thing I had to unlearn was that wanting something for myself wasn't selfish. It was survival.

she drew the eye

Co-host · nurse

Amy

I'm Amy. Nurse, writer, mom, truth seeker. I had to unlearn that doubt wasn't the enemy. Doubt was the door. Turns out seeking truth is what I was made for, just not the version they handed me at baptism.

five hours behind, always early

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